Remind me of you...

Salam and hi...

I want to post this, because just now I saw a man....He reminds me of someone that I once loved...I love him still now, but as a friend....Not more or less...Once, I really like, love and admire him sooo much! I wrote this about him...But, I decided to let him go when he seems to show his "not into me" mood, face, words and many more...I don't care if you didn't like me, but at least be nice...Be a gentleman, just bother me, just be friends...I'm not acting like a stalker, not even close to a beggar..who beg for your love...NO! I'm a bit offended by your act, but who are you to make me sad? My tears belong to my creator,Allah SWT and some people that are very very very closely bonded with me...Not for someone, who don't really appreciate me...I'm sorry for loving you and I'm glad, not admiring you anymore...I know you'll be happy too...(I can see it) So, enjoy your life in a proper manner...Don't forget your responsibility and respect others...

.Pathetic egoist love story.

I hate you!

You make me don’t wanna  leave you

You make me remind of you

You make me think of our old time

You make me wanna stare you

You make me clueless and speechless

I love you

You make me sad when you talk to others

You make me sympathy when I  see you silent

You make me guilty when you stare me

You make me stupid when I’m shouting

You make me feel blame when I talk to others

I’m drowning when you say you wanna leave

I’m sad, deeply inside when you ignoring me

I have done everything to forget you... 

But,all I do make me near to you!

God! Help!

I will never forget you

Whatever I do it always make me smile

But,I know when I think of you

I feel something missing

It is because

I love you

I care to you

I know you hear me

I do when you tell me that you love me

I need you....

All this year,I keep avoiding

Until know I’m meeting the dead end

Still no ending

When? When? When?

Whatever it is,I really love you!

As a friend,

I really love you until I cannot bear when you leave!

Can’t you see?

My eyes always smile when I see you

My mouth always shut when there you

My lips keep saying, "hi,this is me”

My heart beat say  you look super gorgeous

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

I really do!

It’s not romantic words

It’s not romantic tales

It’s not a perfect story

But,it’s an egoist pathetic love story

24/1/2009

5.48 pm

Smiling, 

Syafiqah.

Let The Room, be room...Not roof top

Salam and hi

I'm writing this post because I felt there are people around me who still not matured. I always remind myself to be mature and open minded. But not all can be. I know not all people perfect. This is not about perfection, but it's about attitude. You should think twice, thrice or hundred of twice before you said anything( or post anything ) It's like you'll just open up to everyone your own secret or dark side...If nothing happened, I think you should let it be...If you make this things up, by posting, saying, or maybe even cursing, there's no use. If you never mention it or even bother about it, so do us....But, if you bring the things into a headline, of course our paparazzi adrenaline will rush out...Isn't it happened to you too...You're not perfect, so do I...So, I'm posting this because not to tell people, I'm matured. But at least I have sense of maturity...I don't see it in you...And sorry if I'm hurting you, but it's just the words I do...Hope you can accept the reality, even you hate it...

p/s :There's a reason why it is written in black font...

________________________________________________________________________

Keep it SECRET!!

If it's not the truth,
Don't bring it up.
If it's not the rumours,
Let it be.
If you hate to hear the truth,
Don't ever do it.
People are watching
We commonly spread what we see, hear, listen..
So,
Don't you curious about the source?
Isn't it from you?
Or your senorita?
Seriously? Think it again
If you hate to be famous
Don't let it fame...
Keep it in frame...
Hang to both of your chamber only
Not to our roof top ( should I call 'wall' )
Watch and learn

Protective is not objective
It's also not subjective
It's the combination of both
You have to think the answer,
but based it to your thinking...

Word cannot describe protection
Beside not equal to protection
Love is not protection
Advices are protection

Keep your mouth shut,
before ask somebody to shut theirs'
Review your attitude
before you comment others

Your senorita describe about you
Maybe even your whole family
or ancestors...
even, might be future generation...


Hot-adrenaline,
Syafiqah

Two Rings

Salam and hi..

This is a poem that created while I'm waiting for my shift at 10am...It's my feelings toward man who married more than 1..I know it's allowed, but I still don't know why I just can't accept...So, stop the long talk..You need more time to read this poem...To man, please think carefully before taking another wife...To woman who involved, nothing I can say...I just can say, live your life..Enjoy..

Two Rings

Till death do us part

It was the promise they made

Two person

Perfectly bonded in one tie

Till death do us part

He said,

You are my one, Truly one

You make my world shine

You make me luckiest guy

You make everyone shy

By your pretty innocent eyes

She said,

I trust you

I love you

You are my knight in the shining armour

All my love is yours faithfully

You make my heart pounds

The sacred vow turned sorrow

What left is promises, words..

Which not eternal...

His finger are full

Full with love and care

Hopefully, lust is not his agenda

His heart just not mine

Torn and shared to pieces

To others

His new roses

You are my Truly one

But I'm never the one

You make my world shine

But dimmer than another one

You own the charming eyes

But not the one you want..


Speechless,
Syafiqah

Never Wanna Say Hello...

Salam and hi..

I'm posting this some sort of poem because I suddenly realized that I really hard to say hello...I tend to get scared of people, challenges, future and many more...So, I decided to clear up this attitude slowly ( not completely) Like older said, I'm kinda living in the past..I hope you enjoy reading my poem...For those who had same feeling or attitude with me, this is piece of art...I dedicate for YOU...

Never Want To Say Hello

I'm wondering,

Will I wake up in tomorrow morning?

What will I do to make my parents' proud?

It's bustling around me every day..

Maybe even second...

I'm the one who recalled the past

I'm the one who regret the past

I'm the one who proud of my past

I'm the one who frightened by my past

I'm the one who still live in the past

Everyday,

In my thought...

When I'm about to build my future..

I thought about the present

When I'm about to build independence..

I don't think I could live without them

When I'm about to build new interest..

I already felt the challenges I will get

All..

Without trying,

Without thinking

Sometimes, nearly losing Him..

Around,

Felt the heat of my energy

Deep in my heart I'm afraid of losing it

Felt the heat of my confidence

Deep in my soul I'm thinking over it

Felt the heat of my strength

Deep in my body I'm shivered defense it

I'm the professional actress in real world

Like amatur in heart and soul

It's time to make a move

It's time to make decision

It's time to make up my own mind

No assistant

Decide with my own decision

With the help of Allah..

I knew I could..

Lead me to your path

Lit me with your guidance

Don't let me sank,

Don't let me drown...

I need you..them..

To let bygone be bygone...

Clueless, 

Syafiqah

Newcomer!

mood : excited! 

Hi and hello!!

Finally, I made a blog..

I had made a blog on myspace 3 years ago..

And active filling it up..

Not everyday..but every month I will post something..

I decide to make a blog once I found that myspace had changed/upgrade..

Seriously, I'm not really satisfied with the upgrading works..

It makes myspace seems full..

Not so "myspace" anymore... 

Plus, having blog at blogger make me feel that I have my own official website..

In this blog, I am going to spill my thought, idea, feeling, emotion and anything about my life..

In a creative way...I try to 

I will send all my blog post from myspace to here..

I want all my post arranged here....hihihi

I hope you support me in this blogging career..

It's okay if you don't really read my blog..

It's up to you..

It's just my idea of spilling something out of my heart..

I hope for everyone who read my blog...

You enjoy!

You are welcome to share, comment, ask anything about my piece of idea..

Seriously, I hope you willing to share..

Okay, that's all for now!

Enjoy reading my blog..

And, sorry for any mistake I've done here..

I'm just a newcomer..

Have a happy life! 

                    
Love and hope,

Syafiqah