Thursday, May 19, 2011

Two Rings

Salam and hi..

This is a poem that created while I'm waiting for my shift at 10am...It's my feelings toward man who married more than 1..I know it's allowed, but I still don't know why I just can't accept...So, stop the long talk..You need more time to read this poem...To man, please think carefully before taking another wife...To woman who involved, nothing I can say...I just can say, live your life..Enjoy..

Two Rings

Till death do us part
It was the promise they made
Two person
Perfectly bonded in one tie
Till death do us part

He said,
You are my one, Truly one
You make my world shine
You make me luckiest guy
You make everyone shy
By your pretty innocent eyes

She said,
I trust you
I love you
You are my knight in the shining armour
All my love is yours faithfully
You make my heart pounds

The sacred vow turned sorrow
What left is promises, words..
Which not eternal...
His finger are full
Full with love and care
Hopefully, lust is not his agenda

His heart just not mine
Torn and shared to pieces
To others
His new roses

You are my Truly one
But I'm never the one
You make my world shine
But dimmer than another one
You own the charming eyes
But not the one you want..


Speechless,
Syafiqah

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Never Wanna Say Hello...

Salam and hi..

I'm posting this some sort of poem because I suddenly realized that I really hard to say hello...I tend to get scared of people, challenges, future and many more...So, I decided to clear up this attitude slowly ( not completely) Like older said, I'm kinda living in the past..I hope you enjoy reading my poem...For those who had same feeling or attitude with me, this is piece of art...I dedicate for YOU...

Never Want To Say Hello

I'm wondering,
Will I wake up in tomorrow morning?
What will I do to make my parents' proud?
It's bustling around me every day..
Maybe even second...

I'm the one who recalled the past
I'm the one who regret the past
I'm the one who proud of my past
I'm the one who frightened by my past
I'm the one who still live in the past

Everyday,
In my thought...
When I'm about to build my future..
I thought about the present
When I'm about to build independence..
I don't think I could live without them
When I'm about to build new interest..
I already felt the challenges I will get
All..
Without trying,
Without thinking
Sometimes, nearly losing Him..

Around,
Felt the heat of my energy
Deep in my heart I'm afraid of losing it
Felt the heat of my confidence
Deep in my soul I'm thinking over it
Felt the heat of my strength
Deep in my body I'm shivered defense it
I'm the professional actress in real world
Like amatur in heart and soul

It's time to make a move
It's time to make decision
It's time to make up my own mind
No assistant
Decide with my own decision
With the help of Allah..
I knew I could..

Lead me to your path
Lit me with your guidance
Don't let me sank,
Don't let me drown...
I need you..them..
To let bygone be bygone...



Clueless, 
Syafiqah