He Knows The Best

This poem, I wrote when I'm about to lose my insanity...He's perfect (except for his look, I guess) He's just a guy that fit me well....It's a pleasure for loving him... I thought, I've found my soulmate...However, he has somebody else ( I think..) I start to think I am useless..."Hey, nobody was looking at you...You just a person among trillions creatures...You're nothing special..." That words kept disturbing me...And, suddenly! It just popped up! I just realize, it's all because of Allah.. Why don't I think of this before...Huh! Plus, there's many other gentlemen greater than him, out there... He's just not made for me...So, I hope u guys enjoy reading it...For those who having the same problem with me, be patience...We are under protection...

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God (Allah) Knows The Best

I never complaint this much

I never rebel this much

I never want so much

To fell in love

To be in a relationship

Woman and man

I’m ready to take the risk

Bring it on

No more single

Of course

As I am thinking...

Thinking why I am still single

Seriously, never been in relationship

Thinking of my personality

Where charming is not the theme

I realized

It is because of Him

It is because of Allah

He knows the best

What if I am in love relationship

Will I care about my family?

Will I care about my friends?

What if I am too obsessed?

Too possessed

By the spirit, people called

Love

Ah!  I might forgot

The most valuable jewels in my life

Thanks!

You know the best

Now, I begin to accept

Fate, destiny, death

He knows which are the best

He knows when would be the best

I should be waiting

I believe in Allah

He knows the best

I am not an old maid

I’m just not suit to accept

I am not a pathetic

Just under protection, guardian

I am not a lonely

I have them deep in my soul

I have them to talk to

God, family, friends

They complete me

Perfect butter to my bread...<3