Love for Holidays

Current mood: adored

Salam and hello,fellows...

Oh my, i have nothing to say....but, seriously felt something deep in my heart..
dont know why...

Firstly, Happy Holidays!

However, have to do a lot of homework and study (duh!)..Add math project killing me!

okay, stop the babbling...
here some poems...
enjoy!

( writing this cause influence by Sorry, Sorry Answer by SJ *Yesung mostly )

Love for you

I'm a slave for you
Cause you took my heart away
You make me gasping for the air
You make me fly by the wings of yours
You make me care by the look in your eyes


I will love you tonight
Nah, maybe tomorrow too
Or forever?
can I?

Neomu neomu areumdawo
Yes, you are
I fell for your eyes
I fell for your strength
I fell for you kindness
I fell for your love
I fell for you
In many ways
I fell for you
Biane, baby
I only notice you
Only your love
Only your breath
Only you
Sorry, cheongmal biane...

I love you..
Yeongwonhi..
Saranghae!

Lovely, 

Syafiqah

Nothing to say

Current mood: sad

Salam and hi..

Actually, i have seriously nothing to say or write...Just wanna say hi...and share some news...

Last Chinese New Year,
I went to kampung...
Great, duh!!

After we get back,
Buncit ( which pregnant) had deliver.
3 all of them..
1 black ( girl ) and 2 white+black ( boy )

So sad cannoy help her when she in need
But, it's all written
I just taking care of them
Lovely,

Zorro seem angry with "newcomer"
But, lastly she surrender
To the cuttest attraction..
Auwww~

Suddenly, there's thunder on a lovely day
Black ( Snowy ) get an infection
My sis's friend said she doesn't have enough immunity
But, I cannot do anything

The next day, she died
Tragically,
I'm not crying
Cause i've gained the strength from previous
Thanks Allah the Greatest!

It's so sad
She's just 1-month and more
I'm just sad
Because i've not celebrate 1 month of her b'day with her and siblngs..

Auww..
Love u snowy!

Al-Fatihah to Snowy...

Sadly,
Syafiqah

Lost of my one of the precious jewel

Current mood: okay

Salam and Hi...
Here I have something to share....It's soooooo sad...My lovely jewel named Love had leaved my family and I...It's kinda unpredictable...Okayh here's the story ;

Love had been sicked since two week before she passed away.Before she say farewell, she's acting weird. She so quiet and not energetic as before. We are so pity looking at her. Her unique shiny bright eyes turns sad. Because we cannot bear looking her suffer like that, my mother and my younger sis called a vet. The vet gave her injection, vitamins and else. The vet said she became like that because she doesn't want to eat. He also said that Love have to breastfeed, but unfortunately Love kinda doesn't interested to milk. Because of that her antibody was low.

After the injection/treatment.
Her leg still "kebas" because the injection. She walking even slowly. Sadly, she had slept besides me on the afternoon before she go. The evening, she slept beside my younger sis. She feel so warm.

On the night.
After we eat, we gave Love some milk and plain water (through syringe). She refuse but we have to push her. If don't she'll be worst. Her condition still not stable. The vet said she maybe recover after 3 days. So, we kinda relieve to hear that. My mother went to perform prayer. Before that, she said that Love looks like she thirsty. But, me, foolish me busy with my work. So, i said i'll give her after my mom finish performing solat.

8.20 p.m.

"Iqa, look at Love. She's like......" my mother said. I asked her, what she looks like?
At that time, I saw Zorro( her sister ) went out from the cage. I looked at Love. There's no breathing. My mom said to me "Iqa, take her out. Check her pulse." But,I am too sad. Suddenly, i ran from the cage. I burst into tears. I asked my younger sis to check Love. She checked.


At 8.35 p.m

Love was confirmed dead. Her body was cold. I feel soooooo sad. It feels like the whole world fall on me. I put  blamed on me. Maybe, she dead because I'm not giving her water. but, my mom said it's not. God love her more than I do. But, maybe she cannot bear with the injection since she still sick. But she needed that. It's God's will. With gallon of tears, i let her go.

My mom, sis and me burried her with our own hand. My father and elder sis was not there because he's outstation and my sis at campus. I feel so sad that they doesn't have time to see Love. Buncit are there. Buncit also licked Love for last time. We gave our kissed and burried Love.

Late night

My eyes are swelling. I hardly to sleep. Buncit ( Love's mother ) find her. Zorro meow here and there. Probably feel lonely sleep by herself. At last, i let Zorro to sleep with her mother. Pity them. This is the worst cry i ever had. Farewell Love.

There's many things to tell. But, i cannot stand it. The biggest cry may happen again if i continue. However, if anyone mention her name, i dun feel sad. Tears cannot burst from my eyes probably because i've stress my eyes badly.

But, Life's must go on. If i continue regretting and crying, it's meaningless. It's like i cannot accept God's will. and i'm sure, Love doesn't want me to cry over her lost. I accept God's will. Al-Fatihah to you, my precious Love. I'll take a better care of Buncit and Zorro.

Sadly acceptance,

Syafiqah

Happy Eidul Fitri!!

Current mood: grateful

Salam and Hi!

Happy Eidul Fitri!! It's kinda funny...Raya only left a few days but here i am who say hi in the last minute...It's kinda upsetting too...But,i'm not forgot of Hari Raya...I thought i want to write something about Raya when i'm stayed at my kampung...But, i'm veryy veryyy veryy busy! Visiting one and another...It's fun! 'Duit raya' add my spirits of Raya!! Here are something about Raya from my opinion..

Selamat Hari Raya
 All Muslims are so excited 
When Ramadhan, Jalan TAR is packed 
Women never get bored!

Happy Eidul Fitri
In the morning of Raya
Muslims went for Hari Raya prayer 
To celebrate the winning of Puasa

Selamat Hari Raya 
After prayer, we eat 
Ketupat and rendang are the treats
Treats of Raya,special for Raya

Happy Eidul Fitri
Asking forgiveness from human kind
It's not an invitation
Just a regular tradition

Selamat Hari Raya 
Cars and people headed to the roads
Headed to the relatives' houses 
Visiting each other to improve the knots

Happy Eidul Fitri
Beraya with 'Baju Kurung' and 'Kebaya'
Want to taste some of 'kuih raya'
Colourful,sweet and so 'raya'

Selamat Hari Raya 
Children always want 'duit raya'
It's is not necessary
Just a gift from those who are handy

Happy Eidul Fitri 
The month we sat together
No matter what age and gender 
Together to celebrate Hari Raya!

With Raya mood, 

Syafiqah

Sword That Made of Clay

Current mood: sad

Salam and hi...Okay, today on this lovely Friday...I want to share something...I guess it just a little words,but it dump me greatly! I don't know why? But,just hear what i'm gonna say..Maybe, you'll understand

A SWORD THAT MADE OF CLAY

I thought we can share our laugh
I thought we can share our tears
I thought we can share our happiness
But, i'm fully wrong
Maybe, it caused by one silly mistake
 One tiny simple mistake
But, you take it deeply in your heart
It is because, i cannot bear!!
I'm just a human
Don't think i'm made of steel!
Now, you forgot me
Now, you trying to avoid me 
Now, now, you're different!!

I thought we have something in common
I thought you can trust me, not wholly i mean

I thought you okay with me..

But, like you not

Just a few things happened on same time,

You start to think it destiny

Don't you think?

I didn't mind if it your destiny

But, what i can't help is

Like we never know each other..

I never want to treat you that way..

Sword that made of Clay 
I know everyone think i'm tough
Yeah! You're right!
I'm very tough,
But not with this matter
Something involve feelings..
It really harm me
Harm me..
Betrayal, Hate, Loneliness
Things that i'm avoiding
So, please..
Accept me who i am
Sorry, if i'm hurting you..

Secretly, 
Syafiqah